41

I am 41 years old today.

It doesn't feel much different than 31 or even 21, except that I have more education and life experience under my belt (and a bigger belt).

But when I look in the mirror, I can see the years. And it makes me wonder, "Where'd they go? Where'd this grey hair come from? What the fuck am I doing with my life?"

So I treated myself to a doughnut this morning at Starbucks. Shut up. I'm calling it my own mini birthday cake.