Saturday, February 12, 2005


Today is my mom's birthday, which means 4 years ago yesterday her father, my Papa, died.

We had steak and cake and a movie, but my head is spinning in horrid, jerking circles and I feel awful.

I hate my pain meds and it doesn't hurt that bad.

I hate them so much I'd rather just be in the relative discomfort of pain than in the attrocious discomfort of the meds.

So there.

I'm going to bed now. Good night.